Day 3/30
Day 3 - How old were you when you knew? What was that like for you?
Anyone know of the band Yelle?
That is completely irrelevant.
I was… 14-15 when I knew. I had just started my freshmen year and got to be really good friends with a girl a year or so older than me. At first it was just “friends cuddling on the bus.” That was cool I guess. But it meant something more for me. Wasn’t just a friend thing. I loved the way she smelled, more than anything, I think. she scratched me once and I lost my mind.
How did I feel? I hated myself. My circle of friends was comprised of freestyle Christians (heretofore known as Xians), including myself. It was wrong. I was bad. I didn’t understand why God was doing it to me.
As it were, I’m agnostic now (if you missed that bit last post), and I’m pretty damned happy with my sexuality. I love women.
That was simple enough, I imagine.
