All Righty Then

I’m sure that title grabbed your attention

Did I just blow your mind?

So there you go.  Well, instead of just answering questions I thought I’d try actually talking about something without tumblr feeding me the so-called inspiration.

I actually did have a reason for getting on and writing, if only I could remember what it was.

I do remember now, but before we get to that, lets talk about my book.

On The Road.

They’re making a movie.  Exciting right?

Well, guess who is playing Mary Lou?

Bella.

This idiot.  This idiot who probably doesn’t know what On The Road IS.

Lets chill on the pics now.

Yeah.  So I’m pretty pissed.  In fact, there are absolutely ZERO actors who I think can actually play the roles they’ve been assigned.  The movie comes out in 2011 and is based on my favorite book.

AND I DON’T EVEN THINK IT’S WORTH GOING TO SEE.

I am a little more than miffed.  This isn’t even the right time period to be making this movie.  We need the good old black and white actors who could sing and dance and play trumpet (Trumpet optional).  But, whatever.  I don’t have the 25 mil to pay these morons to NOT make this movie.  

Anyway, I got on here to talk about me.  Which is why this tumblr exists.  Which is why I imagine most tumblrs exist.  But lets get to the point.

I’ve been back and forth from all sorts of places the past year.  It hasn’t been the best time of my life.  I imagine this is what got me onto the On The Road kick.  I am very beat in my lifestyle at the moment, and I am sad to know that I’m not sure how much longer this can last.  It’s fun to go to new places and meet new people, but I wonder when I’ll need to settle down.

I wonder if I’ll get back to school.

I wonder if the world will accept my identity.

I wonder if I’ll feel as caged now as I did before.  I just want to be myself, but that’s against the rules in my family.

Homosexuals are gay.

I feel like I should have an idea of something to do, but I lack motivation.  And that isn’t something one is allowed to complain about.  I imagine that if I just moved back in with my parents I could have it all sorted, if I wanted to go back to school.  But what if I don’t want to go back to school?  What will I do instead?

I do wonder about these things.  I just don’t know where to go or what to do next.

Anyone know how to go about finding out?